went out with my bro today and it was really fun!!
i'll miss him dearly when he goes to london to study...

What's disturbing now is the realization that i'm away from home so much this hol... it's almost.. too much. Taiwan, then now Italy & Bangkok for June, then soon after that will be Penang for work. My heart is heavy.. as if all i wanna do is to stay at home with Recce and watch tv, eat breakfast/lunch with my bro, walk Recce with Mom and eat dinner when Dad comes home... time is ticking away, counting seconds lost. there will not be a time like this anymore when i can have great long holidays... There will not be a chance for me to relive these moments.. simple things which fill me with great joy..... when bro goes overseas, when i start work- when our lives change. and i'm really sad, to b honest.. sad instead of excited. bcos i don't want things to change.. juz feel tt alot of things around me r happening beyond my reach, n making me lose alot of things tt matter to me.. and i know tt instead of feeling this way i should b treasuring them as in the present and now.. but the thought tt it's ending so soon.. juz... sad. =(